My Last Day of Work

Today, the new year's eve
Is my last day of work
A mix feeling, is what I am having now
Feeling happy, cause I actually finish my target
Feeling sad, cause I am the leaving people that I see everyday
My life is like empty and pause for a while
Feeling lost without any target
I really start to miss them now
Missing all the teasing
Missing all the disturbing
Missing people calling me "vi,vivienne,leng lui,ah moi,girl ar,lui ar"
Hahahahahaha
It sounds funny but I seriously will be missing that
Everyone calls me by different name

I still remember when I start work
I am still afraid and new to everything
Feeling a bit stupid and clumsy at times
But after a while,I start feeling the fun
Although there are times I am angry
Times that I was so frustrated
Times that I having headache,feeling dizzy
Times that I feel so stress and pressure
A lot a lot of moments that I won't have for the second time
Thank you, you guys
Thanks for teaching me
Thanks for standing my weird attitude sometimes
Thanks for nagging me almost everyday
Thanks for the gossiping time too
Thanks for making me happy everyday
Thanks a lot
I learn a lot
And I feel like I have grown up
And took a step forward in my life
You guys,I owe you all a bow
And a thank you
I will definitely be back there soon
To collect my pay cheque and also to disturb you all
Muahahahahaha

This journey let me think a lot
And learn a lot
Sees a lot of things that I won't learn in college
Understand a lot of things that I won't have in my normal life
I begin to understand what is what and why is why
I appreciate this journey of my life
Although is tiring and exhausting
But everything is worth for it

Maybe I should reconsider some stuff
Have a good think about it
Whether is all worth for it
And wake up from the dreams

And yea,on the new year's eve night
I am one of the weird ones
Staying at home
Looking at the time ticks
Waiting for the new year to come
Hmmmmm
Feel like talking to someone now
Anyone wanna give me a call?

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR
HAPPY 2009
May all your wishes come true~!
^_^

Sabah - Sandakan

I am at last back from my busy busy busy schedule..

Hehe, paiseh yea, abandon my blog for so long...
So is better to let the pictures do the talking..

Sandakan is a very nice and quiet place
And it is very beautiful too
The only thing is that it will turn dark at 6pm
And the sun rise at errr 6am?
I forgot when the sun rise
Cause I never woke up that early before...XD

This is me with my little pinky up in airasia..

Me and sf posing...cause was too bored and cannot zzz

Allen and ah Sheng...Who were sleeping almost the whole journey..

Here is the proof...muahahaha

Happy pinky sitting airasia with me..

A love in the air


~I am flying without wings~

I errr...forgot to take food picture in sandakan..
Paiseh....hehe...
But then we went and visit the crocodile farm
And I took pictures from there
Is actually err...a small mini farm with more crocodiles in it...
Cause there were chicken,snake,hamster,monkey,bird,ostrich,etc etc

A huge lazy crocodile

Tortoise doing something...hahaha

A not so beautiful peacock

A very naughty ostrich

Cute baby monkey

This weird crocodile had no tail

Hmmm,I ever wondered it is dead or alive

Crocodile posers...XD

After the crocodile posers...
Is our turn to pose...
Hahaha...XD



After that we pay a visit to the orang utans
They are so cute~!

This is Mr G
He is same age with me and siew fong
Hehe,he is born in our year and he is so cute

This is same age with ah sheng
But then not as cute as ours
Muahahaha

Too bad there weren't a match for Allen
ps: Allen old ady...hahaha

And this is Osama..Hahaha
He is only 8 years old
So he cannot be the one who bomb the world trade centre
lolx

We ate something special in sandakan
This is call "ngau si dui"
Ppl who know Cantonese should know what it means
XD
Although it has a so special name
But then it tasted not bad
Something that cannot be found in anywhere else
Are you tempted to try it now?
Heehee

That was pretty much what happen in Sandakan
Eat, sleep, play, visit
Muahahahahaha
I miss that life
And also thanks to ah Sheng's parents
For buying our dinner every night for us
And also let us stay so long in your house
Thanks a lot
^^v
Next stop
Mount Kinabalu
And we manage to get up there~!

I am in Sandakan now~!

Yoyo
I am at Sandakan now
Enjoying a week break from hectic KL life
Yipppeeee~!
Tomorrow I will be going to kota kinabalu
Then on Sun I will climb mount kinabalu lor
^^v
Happy happy me
And pray hard I can reach the top..
And I promise when I am back from Kk
I will have tons of pictures to upload
So be a bit more patient yea

Till here for today
I will be back on Tue
Will update my bloggie soon
Tata
XOXO

Sabah...Here I come~!

Sorry peeps
I have been busy for quite a while
And I abandon my blog for quite some time
My bad

I just finished my final last last week
Then I finished my job last week
And now is time for me to go enjoy my holidays
Yipppeeee~!
Sabah Sabah Sabah
I will be going to Sabah this Wednesday
Muahahahaha
Gonna climb the Mount Kinabalu
Hehehehehe
I sure can reach the TOP of it

I will be leaving on 5th Nov
Then I will be back on 11th Nov
And I promise I will post lots and lots of pictures when I am back
But for now
Enjoy someone else picture first
And I promise I will catch the sun rise on the peak of the mountain
**Cross all the fingers**




Now have to go pack my bag first
Ahhhh~!!!
So many things to bring
Don't get shock when you see my luggage yea

My wish list

Woooohooo~!

Holidays are near..yipppeee [clap clap]
Is the time for me to play, enjoy and WORK
Yes, I am working this holiday
I need to earn some money to buy the stuff that I LOVE

For this holiday
I need to WORK hard
So that I can PLAY hard later
And SPEND even harder after
Muahahahaha
I am a bit insane...xD
Cross my fingers and hope that I can get my job

Or even anyone reading this blog
And you are looking for part timer
Just leave me a comment
I will reply you^^v

Let's see my wish list
Haha...After I finish my work
I gonna go SPEND some of my $$ on it
First on the list is
**drum roll**

DISNEY MP3 PLAYER FROM IRIVER
I LOVE this thingy
Although is a bit small
But then is my favorite MICKEY and is PINK!!!
And is so cuteee and preettyyyy

And the second one is
**Jiang jiang jiang**





Heehee~!
This is to match my Disney mp3 player
Is CrossRoads Mylarone Bijou
Sound complicated?
Make is simple, is a earphone
And is not very cheap also
But then the music from this earpiece gonna be darn nice
So I am getting one

The third stuff is
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NOKIA 7610 SUPERNOVA
Wanted to change my hp for quite some time ady
But then couldn't find one that suits me
And so at then end
I found THIS
Muahahahaha
Suits my budget for a nokia phone
And is my favorite SLIDE phone

ps: I will get the red - pinkish one~!

And presenting the LAST one is
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Sony T series Cyber-shot
DSC-T70/P
Hehe...but then this might not fit in the budget
And so is just in the wish list till I can afford one
Maybe that time I will change my mind again

These are the MAJOR ones
There are still some shopping that I wanna do

ps: Shopping in Singapore

But for now
I need to get back to my study
Finals are in less than 2 weeks time
Need to study hard now
So later can work hard and play hard
And so I can enjoy and spend more
Yippppeee~!

Ciaoz for now
Tata
XOXO

The journey down the road

Thought of this over and over again
Is this worth for all
Can I take all these
Can I stand all these
I don't know
For the first time ever
I don't know what to answer to myself
I feel lost, blank, helpless
Me standing alone on the road
Thinking which path should I take
Whether I am on the right track
Whether I am still who I am

I know I should be understanding
But then I also know that I lost control of myself
Is not easy to gain control when so many things happen together
It takes time to heal
It takes time to get used to it
I lost control of everything
I know this is not an easy journey

I am not that tough
I try to be strong
I cried to myself
And said this will be the last time ever
I hope

Things aren't easy

Sweetie

Hey sweetie
Thanks a lot
I really appreciate the talk
Although is not very long
And you are so far apart from me
You really did make my day feel better
My heart is feeling better right now
Not that depressed anymore
Hope that I can handle this better
No more that depressed
And hope that these days go away faster
I don't feel good having this kind of feeling

I need a break
Seriously a good break
So from Wednesday till Sunday
Ask me out if you wanna see me
Or date me...lolx
Ciaoz

My Story.My Life.

Decided to start a new blog
Dunno why but I feel better here
A lot of things had changed since months ago
I feel weird
I feel not right
Maybe I am who I am
I don't like to tell
Nor asking anything for the second time

Things had changed silently
Not many people notice
Only those that know me well enough
Sometimes I feel like giving up
People don't think much
Sometimes it is offensive
But then I just stay in silent
Because I prefer to be in this way
If you had ever notice me
You should know that I had changed a lot in this year
This is not about my dearest
And that's all I will say
Don't ask me more
I don't wanna offense anyone
This is JUST me