The journey down the road

Thought of this over and over again
Is this worth for all
Can I take all these
Can I stand all these
I don't know
For the first time ever
I don't know what to answer to myself
I feel lost, blank, helpless
Me standing alone on the road
Thinking which path should I take
Whether I am on the right track
Whether I am still who I am

I know I should be understanding
But then I also know that I lost control of myself
Is not easy to gain control when so many things happen together
It takes time to heal
It takes time to get used to it
I lost control of everything
I know this is not an easy journey

I am not that tough
I try to be strong
I cried to myself
And said this will be the last time ever
I hope

Things aren't easy

Sweetie

Hey sweetie
Thanks a lot
I really appreciate the talk
Although is not very long
And you are so far apart from me
You really did make my day feel better
My heart is feeling better right now
Not that depressed anymore
Hope that I can handle this better
No more that depressed
And hope that these days go away faster
I don't feel good having this kind of feeling

I need a break
Seriously a good break
So from Wednesday till Sunday
Ask me out if you wanna see me
Or date me...lolx
Ciaoz

My Story.My Life.

Decided to start a new blog
Dunno why but I feel better here
A lot of things had changed since months ago
I feel weird
I feel not right
Maybe I am who I am
I don't like to tell
Nor asking anything for the second time

Things had changed silently
Not many people notice
Only those that know me well enough
Sometimes I feel like giving up
People don't think much
Sometimes it is offensive
But then I just stay in silent
Because I prefer to be in this way
If you had ever notice me
You should know that I had changed a lot in this year
This is not about my dearest
And that's all I will say
Don't ask me more
I don't wanna offense anyone
This is JUST me