Love me or love you more?

Was having lunch with my colleagues few months ago...
That makes me think of some erm... issues life.
The lunch partners' age group were ranging from 20s, 30s & 40s.
And we were discussing about something interesting!

"Should I love you more or do you love me more?"
Sounds complicated? Yes, it is!

If I love you more, then I will be the independent ones and deciding everything!
If you love me more, then I won't be in control =(
So which way it should be the perfect one?

Something about courtship and marriage that get into me now.
I am not really into all these right now cause I just want to build my career.
Let's just say that I am quite career driven right now.

Beware of what you wish

I am always wishing for more, wishing for this and that.
Hoping that everything I wish will come true!

So I start wishing to get all the things I want.
All the bags that I like.
All the pretty clothes that I want.
All the gadgets that I don't really need but I want.
Etc etc...
All these are happening, but not all at one go.
I mean I need to earn more money to get what I want.

And so, at the end of last year, 2011.
I wish that I could and will travel more this year.
Now, is already almost half way through 2012,
so did this happened?
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YES!
(Should I be happy? LOL)
I did travel a lot for work purpose.
By car and by air
But then looking at the schedule for the next few months
I am already feeling the tiredness happiness (happy with tears)
May god bless me!

I am only waiting for October to come faster, (Seoul! Seoul! Seoul!)
and I can get into the plane in August to go HK!

Ok, so the moral of the story is...
~BEWARE OF WHAT YOU WISH~

Remember, don't simply wish too much. LOL

Not so necessary shopping

Recently bought some cute little stuff...
Although they are not listed as necessary items in daily life
But it is just to glam up my life and make self happy. LOL

#1 Colourful USB wire for my HTC

#2 Minny bought a pink map passport cover

 

#3 I bought a pink horsie passport cover

#4 Pink Ribbon shoe lace & socks

#1-3 is from an online store called Colourful Lodge 삶의 조각 at Facebook
Finally found colorful wire for my HTC. Was so jelly when I see all the iPhone user using it. 
And I love the pink horsie passport cover...so cute!

I bought the pink ribbon shoe lace & socks from Star Health Fair at MV few weeks ago.
Was too cute so decided to buy them and also support the Breast Cancer Welfare Association!

Been shopping too much online these days #guilty
But then I still have my next mission which is to dress up my HTC!
And the conclusion will be - I am gonna be broke again soon...OTL

Finally

Finally, I did some decent "updates" on this blog. LOL
This was due to I was too bored, too free and felt useless
Hope I can keep up with the pace of my life to update this blog.

Like what Minny said, is time to make it alive!
Lemme think what should be the first official post...Hmmm

Oh yeah, found something fun to do at google today

Sexy right? LOL
You can have fun with it at www.google.com

A gentle reminder

Someone reminded me about my blog.  
Which I still remember but just too lazy to update it.
Decided to continue blogging. I think I should
Too many things had happened too fast.
And I should revamp the look of my blog too!
Till here for now...
XOXO

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It has been really a very stressful July/Aug/Sept for me...OTL
Had been rushing my fyp lab for these few months..
Still haven't done with it and hope I can finish it next week..**Fingers crossed**
Just felt that I don't seem to rmb how to deal with stress now..
Or that stress had just outgrown me?
Sigh~~

I hope all the chaous can end soon..
It has been very sickening to travel to uni by getting stuck in traffic jam...
Only god knows what is happening in my life right now..
Hope that I will still be alive in these few coming weeks~~

一封没有地址的信

给与在天上的你,好吗?
对不起,这次我来不及回去...
还记得我上一次回去时,还拿扇子帮你扇风.
我还记得我小时候你为我扇过．

其实在那个时候,我早已知会有怎样的结果.
不过却在不停的安慰自己,安慰别人说没事的.
舅舅会好起来的.
可是直到那天,我才知道什么叫自欺欺人.
我最害怕的那通电话终于响了.它真的响了.
我傻了.呆了.

我曾经承诺的毕业照,他看不到了.
我答应要带他到KL玩,我做不到了.
我说过,有一天我会驾着车,载他到处走走,我也做不到了.

我后悔了,为什么一年才回去一次.
为什么总是给自己很忙的借口.

我知道我还在逃避.
我不敢接受事实.

我还有一通不敢打的电话.

咖啡

突然想喝杯咖啡.焦糖玛琦朵

在夜里看着星星和月亮
喝一杯热咖啡
再放空自己
那该多好

有点怀念

好久没来了
在这种安静的夜晚,特别容易想念吧...
心里有种说不出的感觉,怪怪的
我还是一样,喜欢一个人哭,喜欢扮坚强...
就像那刺猬一样...
总觉得没安全感,总喜欢把自己搞自闭...
那就是我自己吧

周围的人变了吗?
还是我还在原地呢?
怀念的,想念的,还在吗?

夜深了
孤单公公出来了
听着歌
突然好想哭...

Food Fair day

Food fair was a two days event held at block a lobby, UCSI south wing.
There were lots of fun, laughter and also hardwork contribute to this food fair.
This event was organized by SASSA.

~First day of food fair --> 15 July 2009~
For Food Processing and Preservation,I worked with 9 others team members to develop a new food product - Sweet potato biscuit. The responds from our customers consist of mainly positive comments but there are definitely some negative feedback.

This is our group photo for FPP assignment.

This is us with Ms Jonice, our lab tech that had been helping us a lot.

On the same day, another subject, Food Microbiology that I am taking was also involve in this food fair with poster presentation. We present about Canned food, how to determine safe and good can food and also the related outbreak.

By the end of the day one, all of us were exhausted but yet happy because we manage to sold out all of our biscuits~!!!

~Second day of food fair --> 16 July 2009~
The second day I only had one assignment to do, which is poster presentation for Nutrition and Metabolism. Our title was persimmon with sweet potato. What will happen if both consume together?

For this poster presentation, we also did an additional effort to present this. We made a short video presentation that briefly explain what is the effect when sweet potato and persimmon eat together. This video can be view at the following link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIiYqXhEhPE

We also won first prize for poster presentation during food fair.

This is the group photo for all those that involve in food fair~~

That is the end of the event. From this event, I learned a lot of new knowledge from different people. This is what we earned after 75 days of sweats, tears and hardwork.