My wish list

Woooohooo~!

Holidays are near..yipppeee [clap clap]
Is the time for me to play, enjoy and WORK
Yes, I am working this holiday
I need to earn some money to buy the stuff that I LOVE

For this holiday
I need to WORK hard
So that I can PLAY hard later
And SPEND even harder after
Muahahahaha
I am a bit insane...xD
Cross my fingers and hope that I can get my job

Or even anyone reading this blog
And you are looking for part timer
Just leave me a comment
I will reply you^^v

Let's see my wish list
Haha...After I finish my work
I gonna go SPEND some of my $$ on it
First on the list is
**drum roll**

DISNEY MP3 PLAYER FROM IRIVER
I LOVE this thingy
Although is a bit small
But then is my favorite MICKEY and is PINK!!!
And is so cuteee and preettyyyy

And the second one is
**Jiang jiang jiang**





Heehee~!
This is to match my Disney mp3 player
Is CrossRoads Mylarone Bijou
Sound complicated?
Make is simple, is a earphone
And is not very cheap also
But then the music from this earpiece gonna be darn nice
So I am getting one

The third stuff is
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NOKIA 7610 SUPERNOVA
Wanted to change my hp for quite some time ady
But then couldn't find one that suits me
And so at then end
I found THIS
Muahahahaha
Suits my budget for a nokia phone
And is my favorite SLIDE phone

ps: I will get the red - pinkish one~!

And presenting the LAST one is
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Sony T series Cyber-shot
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Hehe...but then this might not fit in the budget
And so is just in the wish list till I can afford one
Maybe that time I will change my mind again

These are the MAJOR ones
There are still some shopping that I wanna do

ps: Shopping in Singapore

But for now
I need to get back to my study
Finals are in less than 2 weeks time
Need to study hard now
So later can work hard and play hard
And so I can enjoy and spend more
Yippppeee~!

Ciaoz for now
Tata
XOXO

The journey down the road

Thought of this over and over again
Is this worth for all
Can I take all these
Can I stand all these
I don't know
For the first time ever
I don't know what to answer to myself
I feel lost, blank, helpless
Me standing alone on the road
Thinking which path should I take
Whether I am on the right track
Whether I am still who I am

I know I should be understanding
But then I also know that I lost control of myself
Is not easy to gain control when so many things happen together
It takes time to heal
It takes time to get used to it
I lost control of everything
I know this is not an easy journey

I am not that tough
I try to be strong
I cried to myself
And said this will be the last time ever
I hope

Things aren't easy

Sweetie

Hey sweetie
Thanks a lot
I really appreciate the talk
Although is not very long
And you are so far apart from me
You really did make my day feel better
My heart is feeling better right now
Not that depressed anymore
Hope that I can handle this better
No more that depressed
And hope that these days go away faster
I don't feel good having this kind of feeling

I need a break
Seriously a good break
So from Wednesday till Sunday
Ask me out if you wanna see me
Or date me...lolx
Ciaoz

My Story.My Life.

Decided to start a new blog
Dunno why but I feel better here
A lot of things had changed since months ago
I feel weird
I feel not right
Maybe I am who I am
I don't like to tell
Nor asking anything for the second time

Things had changed silently
Not many people notice
Only those that know me well enough
Sometimes I feel like giving up
People don't think much
Sometimes it is offensive
But then I just stay in silent
Because I prefer to be in this way
If you had ever notice me
You should know that I had changed a lot in this year
This is not about my dearest
And that's all I will say
Don't ask me more
I don't wanna offense anyone
This is JUST me