Dreams

Life is like a dream
Full of dramas
Full of thoughts
Sometimes I really do hope it is a dream
At least I can stay in it
And kept on dreaming

Dreams are always better
Why aren't the real life be the same?

Life are tough
Realities are hurtful
Thoughts can kill
And acts can harm

I am giving myself a test
A test that will give me the answer that I want
A test that will determine the future
The road that I should take
The path that I should follow

My Last Day of Work

Today, the new year's eve
Is my last day of work
A mix feeling, is what I am having now
Feeling happy, cause I actually finish my target
Feeling sad, cause I am the leaving people that I see everyday
My life is like empty and pause for a while
Feeling lost without any target
I really start to miss them now
Missing all the teasing
Missing all the disturbing
Missing people calling me "vi,vivienne,leng lui,ah moi,girl ar,lui ar"
Hahahahahaha
It sounds funny but I seriously will be missing that
Everyone calls me by different name

I still remember when I start work
I am still afraid and new to everything
Feeling a bit stupid and clumsy at times
But after a while,I start feeling the fun
Although there are times I am angry
Times that I was so frustrated
Times that I having headache,feeling dizzy
Times that I feel so stress and pressure
A lot a lot of moments that I won't have for the second time
Thank you, you guys
Thanks for teaching me
Thanks for standing my weird attitude sometimes
Thanks for nagging me almost everyday
Thanks for the gossiping time too
Thanks for making me happy everyday
Thanks a lot
I learn a lot
And I feel like I have grown up
And took a step forward in my life
You guys,I owe you all a bow
And a thank you
I will definitely be back there soon
To collect my pay cheque and also to disturb you all
Muahahahahaha

This journey let me think a lot
And learn a lot
Sees a lot of things that I won't learn in college
Understand a lot of things that I won't have in my normal life
I begin to understand what is what and why is why
I appreciate this journey of my life
Although is tiring and exhausting
But everything is worth for it

Maybe I should reconsider some stuff
Have a good think about it
Whether is all worth for it
And wake up from the dreams

And yea,on the new year's eve night
I am one of the weird ones
Staying at home
Looking at the time ticks
Waiting for the new year to come
Hmmmmm
Feel like talking to someone now
Anyone wanna give me a call?

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR
HAPPY 2009
May all your wishes come true~!
^_^

My Story.My Life.

Decided to start a new blog
Dunno why but I feel better here
A lot of things had changed since months ago
I feel weird
I feel not right
Maybe I am who I am
I don't like to tell
Nor asking anything for the second time

Things had changed silently
Not many people notice
Only those that know me well enough
Sometimes I feel like giving up
People don't think much
Sometimes it is offensive
But then I just stay in silent
Because I prefer to be in this way
If you had ever notice me
You should know that I had changed a lot in this year
This is not about my dearest
And that's all I will say
Don't ask me more
I don't wanna offense anyone
This is JUST me